a humble announcement...

once again i'm intoxicated with alchohol... and am in love.

but she'll never know. and i will never do anything to complicate the imperfect life she lives now, even if i know i would give all to make it perfect.

in the guise of my smile and look of my eyes, i stare silently at her face imagining how much i can make her happy, even more as i did on her special day.

i stare. i think. i slave. i wait... for nothing.

and she has no idea...

let's keep it that way.

and i just tell myself: don't worry...

it'll go away.

"You do something to me that I can't explain..." Incubus, I miss you